Marathon

So what I would like to say is I WILL NOT JOIN ANYMORE. It killed me badly. As what Jonathan saying. 21 km really not play play want. At the starting point, friends and me still jog. But we seperated when in the half of Penang bridge. Hui fen , Yu yen , Wen Peng and me were in front. We talked crap and Keep walking. As if there is no ending in The Penang Bridge. You walk also wrong , run also wrong and of course stop to rest also not the correct want because the feet pain like hell. But the wind was so strong and syok, have so sunlight and the lighting is blur. You will feel cold but sweat. That feel so damn syok and beautiful ! It let me temporarily forget the unhappy thing. I miss the walk in Penang Bridge. Yesterday i was damn sia sui. First, I fell down. The guy who come to take his marathon shirt was watching me run to take the shirt, step on the plastic bag , slipped and sprain my knee. My arm is hurt and got a big Oh che. And now it is swollen like a muscle and become purple color. Second, I went to buy sportbra in Royal Sporting house and they've forgotten to take off the senser. When I was walking to the entrance my sixth sense told me not to walk. manatau the alert is rang and everyone looked at me. The worker keep saying sorry and what else can i say except for saying It's okay.Went to Milo's house at 1o and her mom keep asking us to eat supper. I can't fall asleep whole night because there was something happen and it made me sad. Really very very very sad. Friends said I looked steam but actually i dont sleepy at all. Maraton is really not play play want . Although you have a very good staminal but so what ? The problem is the aches of your leg muscle and feet.

To You

Just woke from the dream. My legs is pain but my heart more. Where is your romance? Where is your caring? What I've found got only your coldness. I don't like being coward I hate being sad. I have no mood these few days. I cried in the dark. But who knows ? I fell down and I didn't feel pain. But my heart is tears and I was just want to release my sad with the tear that come from my eyes. Can you tell me what should I do ? I don't want to give up because I tend to the ending. But I'm afraid of I will fed up with the situation soon. I love you but I despair of it. I don't understand you but I hope that I will know you well. Where are you ? Can you hear me ? I'm really suffer. I love you.

Because Of You

Because of you

My EQ is lower than previous

Because of you

My heart is like sitting on scary roller coaster

Because of you

My life is full of joy and also tears

Because of you

My mood is always unstable

Because of you

I found Love

And Because of you

I got the impulse feel like digging people's brain

working day

There was something unhappy happen in these few day. Karthik my ex-colleague is kind enough to give me soft drink. Time flies and I'm going to form 5 and Whoa I wanna drive ! I found that I could be jealous easily and this is the first time but never the last time. Yor ! I'm working as Marathon volunteer and you know.. I was sleepy when working. I watched 'This is it' and honestly I really feel bored with it. I wish to understand but I do not. BUT I enjoyed myself in it with doing something very Bin Tai want. haha. I was happy on Friday, I knew few people and I've forgotten some of their name. I have no work on this Friday and gonna watch the newest movie 2012 with friend. Don't let me to be jealous again =) I love you.

Droom

If you found yourself in a dark room?!

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Walls around you are red ...

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And blood comes from everywhere ...

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Don't be afraid Babe ...

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You're in my heart !

Overheard

Called mom to buy some DVDs to watch.

Brother bought 'Overheard' which I never heard before.

The movie acted by Daniel Wu, Louis Koo, Sean Lau Ching Wan, Alex Fong Chung Sun and Dominic Lam.This is a quite nice movie. Louis-Cacat at last & loves his children. Daniel-Nerdy & helpful. Sean-Willing to help & revenge for his friends.

If you're interesting with this, You can borrow from me. haha

New job

Searching for holiday part time job with friends on Friday.
Movie actually but walk-in interview at last.
Never thought that I will work in Gsc.
Jo and Yu Yen at ticketing department.
Momo and me at food department.
Knew many Malays and train our English speaking.
Workers are friendly but sometimes they are annoy.
Taught everything at the first day and teach again at the second day.
Felt like telling them we're not 'piggy' as M but stuck in the throat.
Talked to me with Malay 5 sentences got 3 I don't understand.
Nodded my head to pretend that Ya-I-Understand.
Mom asked me not to work at weekends until School Holidays.
I felt that too because I need money but I don't lack of.
Schooling is much better than working.
Get higher education, you have a brightly future.
Or else you got to stand for the whole day and got only Rm1000 basic.

Brother watched porn movie and get caught by sister.
He bluff that it's just the pop out advertisement.
I checked out the history, front cover has two girls suck each other.
This is a seriously problem because he's just 11 years old.
He was brave enough and also brainless.
Screen face to the back and could see clearly once you were at the stairs.
Hit him seriously with hanger because the rotan is missing.
Sister halau him to outside and he was 'ungrounded'
Shut the door and he was sitting at outside.
Cutting his nails and cried.
Finished his nails and cut the tyre of motorbike instead.
I wanted to cut my nails but found no cutter except the one which in his hands.
Asked him to pass to me through the door and he had nothing to do at outside.
Sat at outside for 2 hours and I opened the door for him.
Eyes were swollen as gold fish.
And now, he's not dare to watch again and also touch the keyboard even though the laptop is just in front of him.
There is something I want to warn him ' You're brainless and why don't you watch while No one's home?'